B-team, I held back a lot of great info because I was not kidding when I said I wish I keep her as my beautiful secret. You will regret not spending time with her. I wish I had met her in different circumstances, because what I remember most months later wasn’t the incredible sex, but the picture she sent me holding the flower I gave her, and the way she looked at me the very first time I saw her in the waiting room at the mustang ranch. She has such beautiful passion in what she does, and for all the Johns reading I ask and beg you to respect and love that passion, be kind because you will not only be blown away with a life altering experience, but you will get to see her real beauty.